fat , single , and ready to mingle

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 00:02:26 GMT

got an ipod. comment w/ any songs u like and ill add em.

i miss snowboarding. i miss big bear.

i hav a crush :)

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 01:42:28 GMT

Play with her hair. Talk to her in movie theatres. Snuggle, Hold her hand, and lightly kiss her.
♥ Pick her up and pretend you’re going to throw her in the river; she'll scream and fight you but secretly, she'll love it.
♥ Hold her hand and walk. Hold her hand and run.
Just hold her hand.
♥ Pick flowers from other people’s Yards and give them to her.
♥ Tell her she looks beautiful.
♥ Introduce her to your friends as "The most amazing girl I know''.
♥ Sit in the park and talk to her.
♥ Take her to the library, ice skating, playgrounds, and coffee shops.
♥ Tell her dirty jokes. Tell her stupid jokes...Whatever it takes to make her laugh.
♥ Write poems about her.
♥ Walk with her, even if it’s just around the block.
♥ Throw pebbles at her window at night. Surprise her.
♥ Do things that make her smile,
♥ Make her laugh, and make her want to kiss you right on the face.
♥ Be spontaneous. When she starts yelling at you, tell her you love her.
♥ Give her back rubs. Play mud football with her.Play in the snow with her.
♥ Let her fall asleep in your arms.
♥ Call her... even if it’s just to say hi. Call her back if she calls you.
♥ Jump on the bed with her.
♥ Sing to her, no matter how bad you are.
♥ Carve your names into a tree.
♥ Get her mad,(not too mad) then kiss her.
♥ Push her on swings. Give her piggy-back rides.
♥ Stay up with her all night.
♥ Leave her little unexpected notes.. on the car, or on her door, or in her locker saying how much she means to you.
♥ Take her to romantic places and lay out blankets to look at the stars
♥ Make up nicknames for each other.
♥ Show up at her school or class unexpectedly.
♥ Look into her eyes.
♥ Send flowers and dorky notes that only you two understand.
♥ Teach her guitar.
♥ Lend her your cds. Make her cds of songs that remind you of her.
♥ Write her letters.
♥ If she asks you to go to a show with her, Go… Even if it means a 5-hour car trip.
♥ Go out on a road trip
Even if there’s no destination or you cant be gone long.
♥ Take her to cool shops, and let her take you to even cooler ones.
♥ Listen to her favorite songs.
♥ When she’s sad or sick, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, Even if she’s not saying anything.
♥ Buy her ice cream.
♥ Let her take all the pictures of you she wants.
♥ Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast.
♥ Make her a romantic dinner for special days.
♥ Remember dates. Even ones like your first kiss or date And surprise her on the anniversary.
♥ Kiss her in the rain. Kiss her in the snow...Kiss her when she least expects it. Just kiss her.
♥ And when you fall in love with her, tell her.

do everything to catch the gurls attention...and u will be in her heart...forever.

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 21:42:32 GMT

snow boarding is love <3

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 23:44:23 GMT

Hey, haven't updated this lj in a while. But check out my other lj w/ jess. where_you_at .

Update on whats been goin on:

-- Report card 3 A's, 2 B's, 1 C

-- Varsity Tennis, WE WON CITY CHAMPS!

-- JV Basketball (3-0) pre season. last game-14 points, 8 rebounds, 6 blocks.

-- JV and Var Bball GHHS is goin to San Diego for a tourni for 4 days; were stayin at the holiday inn haha. Hooters here we come :) Shopping :) it's goin to be TIGHT , except for the curfew. BUT its kool cuz i got tight roomies...Brit, Kels, and Bailey. Hay=dawg is my bus buddy <3 and imma be chillin w/ Jerissa the whole time...cuz shes just the coolest person ever. <3 gotta luv the azns

-- Chillin w/ Jess ; ofcourse

-- Hangin w/ my best guy friends (Garrett, Lucas, Patrick) thanx for the cute slippers boys:)

-- New Years--goin to the Rose Parade in like free box seats i got invited by meg and ash..thats goin to be tight<3

--THAN what my best friends and i hav been waitin for FOREVEr.....BIG BEAR!!!! Jess and her family invited me to go to big bear w/ them and lucas and his family..and ofcourse he invited garrett. first time i get to touch snow! :) and lucas is goin to teach me how to snow board...YA! dont be suprised if i come bak w/ two broken arms :) hehe eddo.

So thats about it...merry xmas to all and to all a goodnight <3

[edit; i saw cassie and molly looking gorgeous wearin the new style;pjs; at inn and out today]

Movies / Sleep ova w/ MANDY

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 21:23:58 GMT

Mandy and My sleeping bears!! Why does he keep smilen at me? lol

Amanda your the ONLY one who no's wat this means! HAHA!!! good times, good times!

I LOVE putten my cell phone on my stomach and maken it vibrate!! Mandy and I made the Tightest meassage on my cell!

1 more day till Jess is home! <3

Alien Vs. Preditaor movie summary (just in case some peeps didnt watch it) :

An ancient pyramid is discovered buried in the ice of Antarctica, and scientists investigating the structure discover something really bad: two races of aliens battling for domination. As the two species fight, humans find themselves caught in the middle and becoming casualties.

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 23:04:19 GMT

Comment to be added on my NEW lj w/ Jess!! where_you_at

<3 B-diddy

LA LA

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 00:23:59 GMT

What Would You do if...
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:

Would you
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Have Sex with me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Rape me:
Beat me up:

A pep talk w/ Jess my little mexican

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 06:09:12 GMT

I dOnT gEt It 48: boys are icky
Wanab n SanDiego: and sticky!
I dOnT gEt It 48: and all they want is a place to put their COCKroaches

Emily *my cuz* is here from Phili!
Enspiring words from my 9 year old cuz
"Why do boys hate you now they know they have to get married to gurls eventually"
Happy Birthday Emily! <3

Muy Caliente <3

My Weekend

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 22:52:44 GMT

Saturday

Movies-

Me, Jess, and Mandy met up at the mall w/ the boys , Mo and Ryan we convinced them to watch the Notebook w/ us :)
We realized that we missed 30 mins of it so we had to sit in the front row *my neck hurt SOO bad* so i decided to lay down in a skirt :)
Me and Jess laft at the movie instead of cryin lol
While Mo and Mandy were maken out me and Jess started talken about Jeremy Sumpter *random* but we said "NO" at the same time for some reason, mo and mandy stopped and start cracken up! ::u had to be there to think it was funny::
I whispered to Jessica how Mo looked like he was a fish when he was kissen mandy and we laughed sooo hard i bumped my head!!
Mandy came to talk to me for some pep talk and i tried to get up but the chairs move so i practically fell on my face!
Me and Jess wouldn't shut up so Ryan through some ice and it landed on my chest it was freezing lol
The movie was beautiful and at the end we could hear all these old people sniffing and crying and blowing their nose.
Me and Jess start screaming "stay in love, be happy, love eachother" haha!
Me and Jess didn't cry but we sure laughed a lot!!! We figured u gotta be older and more *mature* to cry haha
We walk outta the theaters and when the boys are in the bathroom i realize my skirts backwords haha! and i turn it around and this grandma is like u need glue for that skirt, and mandy and jess start shouten Jeez becky wat were u doin in the theaters! haha!
Afta the movie we got gloria jeans and walked outside and just started chattin. This black guy comes up to us *were like in a circle* he pushes his way through and starts dancin in front of me w/ his ass in my face! haha! and than leaves...Mo was like dancin w/ him! haha!
Afta he left everyones like OO becky got butt raped...and im like damn straight!

Babysitting----Nightmare!

The kids were monsters
But after we finally put them to bed Ross called!
So me and Jess chatted w/ him bout commin down to Northridge w/ Aaron and Mike :)
Than we thought the night would never end but it did and we went home and started chatten online w/ Ross in a chatroom
Than Ross calls me and i listend to Slipknot for like the first time
We talked for a while and laughed *i luv his laugh*
Funniest shit ever : I'll give u a nickle if u tickle my pickle
<3Ross_gal

One of the Best days!

Sunday

Cassie B my banger sister asks me to come to the dodger game!
We took pics, got autographs, hugged some hotties, fell in love w/ the catcher u no the usual stuff haha!
I love David Ross <3 Catcher for the dodgers and major hottie! *Atleast from afar*

Cora ...

"LODUCA" and my gangster sign haha

Jose Lima *such a nice guy!* We got his autograph and a hug : )

David Ross!!!!! <3!!!!!!!

I love u Banger Sister!!!

ABC 123

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 04:04:12 GMT

A is for Amanda who had a pistachio spitting contest w/ me in her kitchen.
B is for my banger sister Cassie Blank who would laugh at a pizza guys face cuz i thought he was a girl and than have a picnic on the magic carpet
C is for Cassie Chang who brought the azn flavor into my life and who would play jokes on librarians online
D is for dancing w/ Naomi! Even though she never taught me the beyounce dance!
E is for Elie (girl) who i met at tennis camp and snuck off to the bathrooms and suposidly got lost
F is for Franco who always new the right shit to say at the right time and would beat up any guy for me
G is for giggling w/ Nicole Tauber over the stupidest jokes
H is for Harrison who blew bubbles in my toliet
I is for Ivan who showed me around the horse races
J is for Jessica Lloyd who i will go on double dates w/ in the future ::wink::
K is for kicken it w/ Brittney and Nicole at Bball
L is for loquacious Linda always haven fun in english
M is for Megan and Ashley who i suffered through pain w/ gettin our eye brows done
N is for never stop being friends w/ my home girl Danielle Siegal
O is for all the times me and Jess said "O"MG he is soo HOtt
P is for my pimp daddy oren
Q is for my punk queen Melissa Ochoa who taught me the bad gurl ways
R is for Rachelle my little shorty (Crazy legs)
S is for someone very special,molly lasika *my jersey gurl*
T is for Troy who will always make me laugh
U is for unbelievable Tahl who always gave the best advice
V is for very beautiful Molly Lasika who i stared at Armando w/...*My brother gives me band aids cuz he cares abuot me*
W is for whenever i gave Nicole my hashbrowns :)
X is for Xtremely athletic Ryan
Y is for young Hasy who is my little basketball baller
Z is for Zweben, Gail Zweben who is someday goin to meet her prince charming

Love

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 20:18:40 GMT

.how would you know if he really loves you?.. its when you scream, and hes calm, when you slap him, and he kisses you, when you cry, and he hugs you...when you tell him you hate him, and he tells you he loves you

Hot Chick

Sun, 27 Jun 2004 18:15:07 GMT

Boys are cheats and liars
Their such a big disgrace
They will tell you anything to get to second BASE-ball baseball
They think their going to score
If you let them go all the way than you are a
HORE-ticulturist studies flowers
Geologists studies rocks
All guys really want from you is a place to put their
COCK-roaches, beetles, butterflies, and bugs
Nothing makes them happier than a pair of giant
JUG-glers and acrobats and a dancing bear named Chuck
All guys really wanna do is forget it no such luck

Graduation & After Party

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 00:31:24 GMT

Molly L. and Me after graduation! Imma miss u....all the good times in Pe! *staring at armando! my brother gives me band aid cuz he cares about me...elmo!!!* Hav fun in Jersey <3

Cassie Chang and Me after graduation! Can't wait to hang at granada! *meet the hotties =P* U were always there when i needed to talk...and dont worry when the azn's piss u off u no im always here! Yorbobo <3

Jessica and Me after graduation....<3

Amanda and Me! I've known Amanda since elementry! I'll never lose Amanda! She looks so beautiful! Ruldolph u deserve the best i hope u find prince charming <3

Jessica and Me....I really like that pic...<3

Did u guys no Lucas plays basketball! ::shocker:: (Jk he's really good)

Harry, not sure wat he's doin w/ the ball but he's smilen so he's haven fun haha!

From left to right (Cassie, Alexa, Troy, Josh, Harry)

Cassie playin Ping Pong!

Alexa! I <3 you soo much! You're beautiful inside and out! I'll always remember u! I hope we stay friends forever! <3

Troy!! Haha thats a pricelss face! See u in history class next year ... ::wink:: <3

Ashley! Love the straight hair!! <3

Haha Elie pushed patrick in the pool! (He pushed me in too) <3

Elie's flying!!! <3

The water fight begins!!!

Jessica taken a breath from the fight....cough beautiful cough <3

FIGHT!

Elie leave my Melissa alone!! Melissa i love your smile! <3

Harry and Lucas, have fun in DC! (Me and Jess can't figure out y Lucas always stares like that haha) <3

THE GURLS! from left to right (Amanda, Jess, Cassie P., Melissa, and Me)

Jessica Mejia! Aww she looks so beautiful....<3

Me and Lucas Playin BBall! (I hate to admit it but he balled me up ....) <3

CLASS OF 2004 ROCKS! MISS YOU ALL! KEEP IN TOUCH! <3

Hangin w/ Melissa Anne Ochoa

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 05:13:35 GMT

First we drank ....

And we laughed a lot ...

Than we tanned .... im not as white as before lol

And laughed some more ....

Than a bee kept attacken me ... IT WAS NO LAUGHING MATTER

Than we went to Outdoor Grill and i kept starin at this guy that worked their ....

<3 Zack <3

That was fucken Hillarious!

I Luv Ya Melissa Anne Ochoa! Friends Forever!

The sun'll come out....tomorrow

Wed, 26 May 2004 04:43:09 GMT

My mom used to say when i was little i was "Annie" I miss those days....<3 graduating soon <3

The sun'll come out
Tomorrow
Bet your bottom dollar
That tomorrow
There'll be sun!

Just thinkin' about
Tomorrow
Clears away the cobwebs,
And the sorrow
'Til there's none!

When I'm stuck a day
That's gray,
And lonely,
I just stick out my chin
And Grin,
And Say,
Oh!

The sun'll come out
Tomorrow
So ya gotta hang on
'Til tomorrow
Come what may
Tomorrow! Tomorrow!
I love ya Tomorrow!
You're always
A day
A way!

I <3 this quote

Sun, 16 May 2004 18:38:00 GMT

To the world your one person, but to one person your the world.

How well do you know me?

Sun, 09 May 2004 16:20:28 GMT

Do you think I'm--
1. A psycho?:
2. Athletic?:
3. A nerd?:
4. Ghetto?:
5. Two-faced?:
6. Obnoxious?:
7. Immature?:
8. Mature?:
9. Beautiful?:

Am I--
1. Quiet or Loud?:
2. Short or Tall?:
3. Weird or Original?:
4. Nice or Mean?:
5. Friendly or Selfish?:
6. Normal or "Special"?:
7. Smart or Stupid?:
8. Boring or Fun?:

Just some questions--
1. What do you think I'll be when I grow up?:
3. When is my birthday?:
4. Who is my best friend?:
5. What song reminds you of me?:
6. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?:
7. If you could rename me.. what would my name be?:
8. Have you ever had a dream about me?:
10. If you could give me anything... what would it be?:
11. If you could promise me anything... what would it be?:

1. Am I loveable?
2. How long have you known me?
3. When and how did we first meet?
4. What was your first impression?
5. Do you still think that way about me now?
6. Do you think I'll get married?
7. What makes me happy?
8. What makes me sad?
9. What reminds you of me?
11. How well do you know me?
12. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
13. Do you think I could kill someone?
14. Describe me in one word.
15. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
16. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
17. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

What is lOVE?

Mon, 03 May 2004 03:10:22 GMT

Alexa Deevers definition of LOVE:

its like when you are shopping and you look into the window of abercrombie and fitch and you see the most pretty outfit but u have to work really hard to get it you have to save up and then when you finally buy it, you dont let anyone else borrow it and you cant lose it and other people get jealous and you think you are so lucky to have it

I <3 you alexa!

What is your definition of LOVE?

<3

I <3 The MUFFIN Man!

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 04:28:44 GMT

Joke:

There are two muffins in an oven. one muffin says hey, it's hot in here. the other muffin goes OH MY GOD A TALKING MUFFIN! haha

Haha That gets me everytime!!

<3 My milkshakes WILL bring all the boys to the yard, once i grow bigger milkshakes <3

Where's my frog?

Wed, 21 Apr 2004 02:59:46 GMT

I want to kiss a frog and have it turn into a handsome prince, get married, and live happily ever after.

I wish I lived in a fairytale....

Cameron from The Real World: "I want a BOY! I want a BOY! I need some LOVE!" In southern voice! hehe

</3

Cough Sexy Cough

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 22:01:38 GMT

<3 Jason & Marcus <3

Birthday cough yay cough

Thu, 01 Apr 2004 22:56:12 GMT

Its my Birthday! Yay!! I seriously thought i'd be all mature today but i wasnt maybe it takes time haha!

April 1st! I'm 14!!

I can almost drive...damn

Jess's Card:

You Probably wont like this birthday card...
Old people bitch about everything! haha!

<3

The Perfect Guy

Sat, 13 Mar 2004 17:31:00 GMT

I have this reoccuring dream of this one guy. it comes up every once and a while. of the same guy but different instances. i don't know who he is. or what his name is. but i know his face.it comes up clearer and clearer everytime. short blonde or brown hair. taller than me. treats me like an angel. in one dream he played basketball. so maybe thats a hint. and the most recent was him walking in the park w/ his dog. and we walked and talked. jeez if only i met him in real life. i'd know he was the one. until then ...SWEET DREAMS.

The Fields

Sun, 07 Mar 2004 21:20:41 GMT

Ey! *as Evan and Ryan would say* This weekend has been soo much fun! and soo confuesing! So Fri. i just chilled at home and chatted w/ my hommies! I was talken w/ Mike and Luke for a while and they were tellin me how there goin to denny's tomorrow lol *interesting* Then Sat. i went to bbal practice at 9! ::snore:: i was half asleep but thats ok me and nicole chilled! She showed me a pic of mike *u arent ugly mike* and we talked about chillin at the fields w/ the hotties! Then ari shows up a half an hour late but thats alright cause i'm Trailer! and she's Lamberguine! *howeva u spell it* lol Then i went to jess's house haha we played dress up w/ her six year old sis and took digitals lol! We tryed to straighten my hair but it didnt work but thats alright. So then we talked w/ Patrick on the phone! *stop cryin becky lol* He was nervous about the game how cute! Then we took digitals and ate chips and drank beer *lol ya right* We went to the fields and met up w/ nicole, ari, and melissa! We chilled w/ elie and rachel! *adorable sister* I watched patricks game and he was good! And evan explained to me y guys always adjust there cups lol! *Goooooch* They were playin against Jon's team and I saw Jon for the first time and we met eachotha he's a cutie and he's really good at baseball! * I dont understand y he has to spit so much lol nicole and ari* I also saw, Matt lessa, Chris potter, Matt Rameriz, Collin *elie's friend*, but no snack bar guy lol *haha patrick* So the fields were soo much fun! *hotties* and i got to chill w/ nicole , ari, melissa and jess! I got home and chatted online w/ mike his parents let him hav a drink! but dont let him date haha! Then i chatted w/ nicole about B.O.y.S were good at that! <3 Ya! Today i gotta do crappy hw and then i get to go to a bbal party at LA Pizza! and see Melissa *again* and Loren, Olivia, and Angie! I'll prob post lata...i havent posted in the LONGEST time!

Me and Jess want to go to as many of patrick , elie, and evan's games as we can ::wink:: lol! <3

Becky<3

Cough Cough

Fri, 20 Feb 2004 01:07:05 GMT

Sick...